Catching Up with the New Year…
GirlFriend!! (But yes, I’m well aware that some guys check out these postings~~ this salutation signifies Chat Mode, is all.)
Happiest of New Years, whichever celebration might be your chosen launching point into the next cycle… myself, I feel the return of the Sun in my bones, hard to deny that indicator!
For the rest of the time, HIBERNATING. It’s been a too-busy Holiday Market season, barely kept my booth in stock– this, on top of 1 1/2 yrs’ expecting my Sweetie to drop his body maybe daily… exhausted!!! My knitting sits neglected for the time being. Now that’s pretty exhausted for this twitchy one!!!
Exhausted, but resting easy: we’ve run thru mainstream medicine and skimmed off 1/4 doses of their offerings, at least the ones that Richard didn’t have allergic reactions to. Palliatives only, every one… for actual HEALING, we’ve both been on massive doses of vitamins & minerals, he’s lookin’ GOOD, and now we’ve moved into the really woo-woo areas of frequency-treated waters, shamanism, psychological laundry-sorting & -folding, and the prayers of so many friends and even unknowns… to my mind and eye, with the least invasive and most effective results: WE ARE SEEING IMPROVEMENTS. Wouldja believe… and Death had hovered so near, for so long! Maybe I’m talking ‘WAY ahead of myself, but Goddess!! inherited difficulties are fading! I at least want to keep this guy around for our 25th wedding anniversary– that’d be another 3 years– and we have some bottles left of his favorite shampoo that’s gone out of make, he’s GOTTA stick around ’til THAT’s used up…
When Life & Death bump shoulders like this, one tends to throw overboard anything unnecessary or irrelevant in order to stay afloat. Basically, all that matters is: loving each other. We’ve been gifted with that Simplicity. Boyoboy, I’m totally intending to live like this forever: every step a blessing, every breath a prayer.
That is my New Year Wish for you, darlin’– that you could find this grace as well. Is it possible, without passing thru such darkness beforehand?