GirlFriend!!Â (But yes, I’m well aware that some guys check out these postings~~ this salutation signifies Chat Mode, is all.)
Happiest of New Years, whichever celebration might be your chosen launching point into the next cycle… myself, I feel the return of the Sun in my bones, hard to deny that indicator!
For the rest of the time, HIBERNATING.Â It’s been a too-busy Holiday Market season, barely kept my booth in stock– this, on top of 1 1/2 yrs’ expecting my Sweetie to drop his body maybe daily… exhausted!!!Â My knitting sits neglected for the time being.Â Now that’s pretty exhausted for this twitchy one!!!
Exhausted, but resting easy:Â we’ve run thru mainstream medicine and skimmed off 1/4 doses of their offerings, at least the ones that Richard didn’t have allergic reactions to.Â Palliatives only, every one…Â Â Â for actual HEALING, we’ve both been on massive doses of vitamins & minerals, he’s lookin’ GOOD, and now we’ve moved into the really woo-woo areas of frequency-treated waters, shamanism, psychological laundry-sorting & -folding,Â and the prayers of so many friends and even unknowns… to my mind and eye, with the least invasive and most effective results:Â WE ARE SEEING IMPROVEMENTS.Â Wouldja believe… and Death had hovered so near,Â Â for so long!Â Â Maybe I’m talking ‘WAY ahead of myself, but Goddess!!Â inherited difficulties are fading!Â I at least want to keep this guy around for our 25th wedding anniversary– that’d be another 3 years– and we have some bottles left of his favorite shampoo that’s gone out of make, he’s GOTTA stick around ’til THAT’s used up…Â
WhenÂ Life & Death bump shoulders like this, one tends to throw overboard anything unnecessary or irrelevant in order to stay afloat.Â Basically, all that matters is: Â loving each other.Â Â We’ve been gifted with thatÂ Simplicity.Â Boyoboy, I’m totally intending to live like this forever:Â every step a blessing, every breath a prayer.Â
That is my New Year Wish for you, darlin’– that you could find this grace as well.Â Is it possible, without passing thruÂ such darkness beforehand?Â